After a smashing first session, Petal and I of course arranged for another. This time, each of us wanted to explore a specific role play suggestion - I suggested a little robot play, and Petal was interested in being hypnotized to shamelessly flirt with me. We had a few other things on our to-do list, but that was the main thrust of it.
Let's just say that the results were fascinating. Also: sexy.
Her first request was that she call me "Master" for this session. Well...I decided to be mischievous with this one. After putting her under (I may have accidentally clinked her glasses with my pocket watch in the process, thereby embarrassing myself mightily?), I gave her the suggestion that she would feel compelled to say "Master" at the end of every sentence - and that she would not remember this suggestion, but she would notice it once it happened. So I woke her up:
Spiral: So! How're you feeling?
Petal: I feel good. ...Master. *looks surprised and bemused*
Spiral: Notice anything different?
Petal: I see you've given me some suggestions. ...Master.
This put her in a really nice, subby headspace for the entire session - that constant reminder of submission had her feeling "like a pet," in her own words. :)
I then ran through a lot of physical domination suggestions, interspersed with freezing and Mind Tricks. At one point, I jerked her head back by the hair while placing my hand threateningly over her throat. She instantly dropped into a dreamy, subby headspace, and asked if I had planted any suggestions to make that happen. I replied honestly that I did not - I just remembered what she likes!
This suggestion remained active for the whole session, which was VERY interesting when we did the "shameless flirting" scene. This scene involved giving Petal suggestions that she would feel very aroused, very flirtatious, very bold, and more aggressive than usual. (Interestingly, her speech patterns became very formal under this suggestion - she noted afterward that most of her concept of flirting is largely influenced by Victorian romance novels, and it showed a little.) Anyway, the scene began with Petal coming on to me, offering to serve me...and me teasing back. Leading to this:
Spiral: And what will you do if I refuse?
Petal: Well, I am a switch, Master. *looks at me with an amused but challenging gleam in her eyes*
Spiral: Oh? *grins evilly, totally running into what comes next* And how do you propose to dominate me, then?
Petal: *suddenly, fluidly gripping my long hair and yanking my head back forcefully* I suppose I'd use some of the same techniques that others use to dominate me, Master...
Uh, that was really freaking HOT. Georgie had tried pulling my hair a while back, but backed off when Eve felt that my reaction indicated that I wouldn't enjoy it. As is, I didn't enjoy it much then, but I loved it this time. Petal experimented with my long locks at a slosh (about a month afterward), and discovered that the issue is that I like a very small amount of my hair being firmly gripped, but really dislike having a larger amount grabbed (in the latter case, my absurd sensitivity comes into play and it feels acutely uncomfortable). So, having the perfect hairstyle for hair-pulling isn't completely wasted on me!
The flirt scene continued - I escaped her hair pulling by freezing her, and proceeded to tease her a little more, with Mind Tricks and freezes that foiled her attempts at dominating me. I also pointed out that she was going to have a hard time taking control as long as she kept calling me "Master," which caused her to mock-pout at me because she could not stop.
I snapped her back to normal soon enough, and we had a fun discussion on some of the surprising turns her behavior took under the suggestion. :)
At this point, I re-established my pocket watch's ability to trap her mind and turn her into an empty shell. This would activate any time my watch was opened. I then left the watch out of the way on the same table where we kept our huge glasses of water...which meant that, when we took a water break, she inadvertently looked at it, trailed off in mid-sentence, and reverted to a mindless state. Would have been extremely hot if I'd planned it that way.... :) As is, it was a funny moment between friends. I shall have to be more careful in the future about stuff like that.
The robot scene was also very enjoyable. Petal naturally slipped into a stilted-but-still-monotone robot voice (pretty much exactly the level of stilted-ness that I like!), and I played around with a speech button ("I am a mindless robot" on her belly button), some call-and-response programming, and playing with her unreacting and obedient robot self.
The neatest part of this, though, was the post-scene discussion. Since the two states have similar effects (IE emotionless total obedience), I asked Petal how the robot state differed from the empty shell state. She replied that in the shell state, her mind was totally blank and the only thing she could think about was my voice, and my voice filled her head and compelled her to obey; in the robot state, her mind became filled with "code" that converted my commands into actions. She had difficulty explaining this to me (I'm not a computer geek, really, I just hang out with them!), but the main thrust was that her role-playing instincts kicked in and interpreted the robot suggestion in such a way that her headspace felt computerized. This was not my doing; my suggestions for the state mainly focused on the physical and outer aspect, with some bits here and there about being mindless and programmable. I have to say, it's a real joy playing with somebody who can creatively fill in gaps like that on the fly! :D
Interestingly, the "Master" suggestion faded immediately once we called an end to the scene. I went and gave her a clean-up trance anyway (after around an hour of cuddling and aftercare), but I found it fascinating that her shift in headspace was enough to clear a vocal compulsion without any help from a suggestion.
The thing I loved about this whole session was: surprise. I know I wrote at length about the kinds of surprises I don't like in my scenes - so it's perhaps a good thing that here, I get to note the kinds of surprises I enjoy. Creative interpretations of suggestions. The discovery that my partner is enjoying the scene in a way that I did not predict. A trigger popping up unexpectedly but pleasantly. Of course, the fact that I was dominating in this scene contributed to how well I took some of these - I may not have been as happy about the hair-pulling if I had been submitting; however, as a dominant with hypnotic control over the person doing it, I felt safe enough to enjoy it when it happened. Of course, it also helped that I trust Petal quite a lot - even in the midst of a hypnotically suggested role play, I felt confident that she would not hurt me and would stop if I asked (something I did not feel in the aforementioned "bad surprise" situation).
It's good to know that a safe, comfortable environment can make things I normally dislike more palatable - I hope to have a chance to submit in more situations where I feel more comfortable and less on guard!
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Monday, October 24, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Into the Dungeon with Lovely Petal
Well, for a little bit, I may be making a few posts in anachronic order. I wanted to get this one up simply because I wanted to make a post about some of the awesome people in my current area of residence. Yes, I've relocated - meaning that I'm now quite a long ways away from Georgie, Eve, Pet Ferret, Miomi, and all the other wonderful people I've blogged about before (and the other awesome people that I haven't blogged about). I miss them, and I still keep in touch online, and I'm a better person because of all the great people I met there.
Relocating didn't slow me down much, though. One of the handy things about doing erotic hypnosis is that not a whole lot of people do it. Any time I get out in the local kink scene - whether here or in my previous residence - I am the only hypnofetishist, and in fact the only person who has done whole scenes built around hypnosis. I meet some people who know quite a bit about hypnosis, even some people who have used it - but nobody else who specializes in it and performs whole sessions with it.
As such: I attract attention. The good kind! Once the "name and kink" icebreaker ends, I tend to attract a smattering of people who hear about the new, unusual fetish and react with "Oooh, shiny! Tell me more!" (It also helps that I always bring along my signature shiny object - the pocket watch!)
One of these people was Lovely Petal. She truly is lovely in all ways, and had been hypnotized before - once at a stage show, and afterwards by her then-boyfriend. As such, she knew ahead of time that she was really, really susceptible, and in particular that she was capable of amnesia. Both were very handy bits of knowledge!
In fact, the first time I hypnotized Petal was at a munch - I was still "the new guy with the new fetish," so a few people asked to see a demonstration. I asked for volunteers, and Petal's hand shot up like a bullet. :D As it happens, she had previously been hypnotized via a hands-stuck induction, so I had no problem re-inducing her with the "have the hypnotee recollect an induction" technique. The hands-stuck-together-and-unable-to-move induction then flowed right into a freeze, and then posing, and then limp arms. I played with these suggestions a little bit as each one came up, and she had a huge grin on her face the whole time. As a result of this, both of us were very excited to scene together properly.
Petal's husband, KenjiSama - another lovely individual :) - was on hand for the session as co-top. This was the first scene I ever did inside somebody's personal dungeon!
Petal's susceptibility meant that I could do pretty much anything for the induction - so of course I chose a pocket watch induction! I followed it up with a deepening patterned after the Elman induction (eye closure, progressive relaxation, arm drop, count down, fractionation), and gave her the trigger "Sleepy Pet Petal" to put her under.
After this, I began freezing her and posing her. She preferred being unable to speak while frozen, and she is the second person I have yet hypnotized who is capable of frozen expressions. So I could freeze a smile on her face as easily as a movement of her arms - very nice. Before taking away her ability to speak, I removed her top while she was frozen - and she commented on how weird it was not to be able to help out.
After that little bit of sexy freeze play, I took Petal even deeper - using my watch to put her conscious mind to sleep along with her body. In our negotiation, she told me that she loved being called "helpless," or told that she could not resist. Naturally, I used the mantras "Can't resist, must obey" and "I am helplessly hypnotized" to deepen her trance. To play with the amnesia, I gave her two post-hypnotic triggers: a "Pause" trigger for an unaware freeze, and the Jedi Mind Trick. KenjiSama was also able to use both of these triggers on her.
From there, the three of us had a blast with these two - Kenji and I could use the Mind Tricks to get Petal to do just about anything (kneeling; making her arms limp; making her put back the crop that I placed in her hand while she was paused; getting her on all fours for a spanking; getting her out of the rest of those pesky clothes). Interestingly, she interpreted the suggestion so that once she was Mind Tricked into a position, such as all fours, she would stay there until commanded otherwise - which was very handy for teasing her and reinforcing that feeling of helplessness!
The "Pause" trigger was great for the co-topping dynamic - Kenji and I could concoct evil plans whenever she was frozen, in addition to messing with her by moving around or placing things in her hands while she was unaware. Probably my favorite was removing her glasses. :)
Ah, and then the first main event of the evening. During our negotiation, I had mentioned the idea of trapping Petal's will outside of her body, leaving her body a mindless, empty shell to be ordered around and used. Her response to the idea: "May we please, pretty please?" I brought the watch back out - and this time I opened it up, and while swinging it, I suggested that she would feel her mind being sucked out into the watch, and that once her mind was completely in the watch, she would announce "My mind is gone." Once she did so, I closed the watch to "trap" her mind there.
At this point, Petal was completely blank - able to be ordered around, repositioned; all while glassy-eyed and expressionless and utterly unresisting and totally obedient. After playing with her like this for a while, I opened the watch and "released" her will for a while, to check that she was enjoying it as much as she hoped.
Once I confirmed that she was OK with moving on, I expanded my power over her in the empty shell state - I suggested that I could control what she felt, as well as what she did. This gave me the ability to make her feel pleasurable sensations at will.
Now, the second main event. Petal had said that she wanted to try coming on command, but she didn't know if she could do it. In an unrelated conversation, KenjiSama had mentioned a clicker that the pair of them had played with.
I gave Lovely Petal the suggestion that every click of the clicker would give her a surge of arousal and pleasure - but she wouldn't be able to orgasm until I ordered her to. So I began clicking...and clicking...and clicking rapid-fire...and clicking some more...Kenji took over playing with her physically for a bit, while I kept up the clicking at a steady pace. Petal slowly became less and less articulate as I ramped up her arousal - and finally, I asked her if she was ready to come, she gasped out a dreamy "Yes," and I gave the order.
I don't think I'm going to forget the look of sheer, unbridled delight on her face any time soon. :D
So afterward, there was some cuddling, and a lot of water-drinking, and some very fun conversation among the three of us (in other words: aftercare, it is awesome).
And this was not my last time playing with Petal...but that will be saved for later, mwahaha.
Relocating didn't slow me down much, though. One of the handy things about doing erotic hypnosis is that not a whole lot of people do it. Any time I get out in the local kink scene - whether here or in my previous residence - I am the only hypnofetishist, and in fact the only person who has done whole scenes built around hypnosis. I meet some people who know quite a bit about hypnosis, even some people who have used it - but nobody else who specializes in it and performs whole sessions with it.
As such: I attract attention. The good kind! Once the "name and kink" icebreaker ends, I tend to attract a smattering of people who hear about the new, unusual fetish and react with "Oooh, shiny! Tell me more!" (It also helps that I always bring along my signature shiny object - the pocket watch!)
One of these people was Lovely Petal. She truly is lovely in all ways, and had been hypnotized before - once at a stage show, and afterwards by her then-boyfriend. As such, she knew ahead of time that she was really, really susceptible, and in particular that she was capable of amnesia. Both were very handy bits of knowledge!
In fact, the first time I hypnotized Petal was at a munch - I was still "the new guy with the new fetish," so a few people asked to see a demonstration. I asked for volunteers, and Petal's hand shot up like a bullet. :D As it happens, she had previously been hypnotized via a hands-stuck induction, so I had no problem re-inducing her with the "have the hypnotee recollect an induction" technique. The hands-stuck-together-and-unable-to-move induction then flowed right into a freeze, and then posing, and then limp arms. I played with these suggestions a little bit as each one came up, and she had a huge grin on her face the whole time. As a result of this, both of us were very excited to scene together properly.
Petal's husband, KenjiSama - another lovely individual :) - was on hand for the session as co-top. This was the first scene I ever did inside somebody's personal dungeon!
Petal's susceptibility meant that I could do pretty much anything for the induction - so of course I chose a pocket watch induction! I followed it up with a deepening patterned after the Elman induction (eye closure, progressive relaxation, arm drop, count down, fractionation), and gave her the trigger "Sleepy Pet Petal" to put her under.
After this, I began freezing her and posing her. She preferred being unable to speak while frozen, and she is the second person I have yet hypnotized who is capable of frozen expressions. So I could freeze a smile on her face as easily as a movement of her arms - very nice. Before taking away her ability to speak, I removed her top while she was frozen - and she commented on how weird it was not to be able to help out.
After that little bit of sexy freeze play, I took Petal even deeper - using my watch to put her conscious mind to sleep along with her body. In our negotiation, she told me that she loved being called "helpless," or told that she could not resist. Naturally, I used the mantras "Can't resist, must obey" and "I am helplessly hypnotized" to deepen her trance. To play with the amnesia, I gave her two post-hypnotic triggers: a "Pause" trigger for an unaware freeze, and the Jedi Mind Trick. KenjiSama was also able to use both of these triggers on her.
From there, the three of us had a blast with these two - Kenji and I could use the Mind Tricks to get Petal to do just about anything (kneeling; making her arms limp; making her put back the crop that I placed in her hand while she was paused; getting her on all fours for a spanking; getting her out of the rest of those pesky clothes). Interestingly, she interpreted the suggestion so that once she was Mind Tricked into a position, such as all fours, she would stay there until commanded otherwise - which was very handy for teasing her and reinforcing that feeling of helplessness!
The "Pause" trigger was great for the co-topping dynamic - Kenji and I could concoct evil plans whenever she was frozen, in addition to messing with her by moving around or placing things in her hands while she was unaware. Probably my favorite was removing her glasses. :)
Ah, and then the first main event of the evening. During our negotiation, I had mentioned the idea of trapping Petal's will outside of her body, leaving her body a mindless, empty shell to be ordered around and used. Her response to the idea: "May we please, pretty please?" I brought the watch back out - and this time I opened it up, and while swinging it, I suggested that she would feel her mind being sucked out into the watch, and that once her mind was completely in the watch, she would announce "My mind is gone." Once she did so, I closed the watch to "trap" her mind there.
At this point, Petal was completely blank - able to be ordered around, repositioned; all while glassy-eyed and expressionless and utterly unresisting and totally obedient. After playing with her like this for a while, I opened the watch and "released" her will for a while, to check that she was enjoying it as much as she hoped.
Once I confirmed that she was OK with moving on, I expanded my power over her in the empty shell state - I suggested that I could control what she felt, as well as what she did. This gave me the ability to make her feel pleasurable sensations at will.
Now, the second main event. Petal had said that she wanted to try coming on command, but she didn't know if she could do it. In an unrelated conversation, KenjiSama had mentioned a clicker that the pair of them had played with.
I gave Lovely Petal the suggestion that every click of the clicker would give her a surge of arousal and pleasure - but she wouldn't be able to orgasm until I ordered her to. So I began clicking...and clicking...and clicking rapid-fire...and clicking some more...Kenji took over playing with her physically for a bit, while I kept up the clicking at a steady pace. Petal slowly became less and less articulate as I ramped up her arousal - and finally, I asked her if she was ready to come, she gasped out a dreamy "Yes," and I gave the order.
I don't think I'm going to forget the look of sheer, unbridled delight on her face any time soon. :D
So afterward, there was some cuddling, and a lot of water-drinking, and some very fun conversation among the three of us (in other words: aftercare, it is awesome).
And this was not my last time playing with Petal...but that will be saved for later, mwahaha.
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Of Robots and Jedi - Also, Bro Music
NOTICE: In the long time between when this session happened and now, Georgie has begun living as a male and using masculine pronouns 24/7. However, he doesn't mind acknowledging his past gender identity (which was "genderqueer/neutral/apathetic" at the time of this session), and he said that I should use feminine pronouns for this post because that's what he was fine with at the time.
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So, I have been putting off this post for ages. Around half a year, to be exact. Some of the details may be a touch fuzzy by now. Also...this post may be a touch on the boastful side, which is another reason I have put it off a little. :) Simply put, this is about a truly amazing session with Georgie (our last one-on-one session).
(I will attempt to keep rolling out new posts until I'm caught up with all my recent awesome times. Maybe the promise will stick this time. XD)
Georgie was not really into the whole robot fetish that I like. I rarely get to do any robot play anyway, so I wasn't very fussed about that. Then, she sent me a Fetlife message offering to do robot play...on the condition that her robot persona be named either Rei or Eva.
I don't like Neon Genesis Evangelion, but a reference that geeky was WAY too tempting to pass up.
She was also interested in trying out some forms of amnesia, and, once I suggested it, Jedi Mind Tricks.
So, I mentioned in passing in this post that Georgie's feelings about a mindless trance gave me some ideas for future play. Well, I'm rather proud of how I took this input and used it to modify my robot fetish play to suit her tastes.
After trancing and deepening Georgie, I gave her the suggestion to become a robot - suggesting that she would feel trapped inside her own body, feeling her body obeying and staying in a stiff posture without any ability to control it. I suggested that all of the trappings of a robot - the mechanical movements, the monotone voice, holding still when not following orders, the total obedience - would be a kind of discipline or protocol that she would feel compelled to follow. (I don't know if I've mentioned it much, but Georgie LOVES protocol - Eve is the one usually providing it.) All of this was meant to move away from the usual "mindless and mechanical" part of robot roleplay, and replace it with something more similar to what Georgie prefers - compelled obedience, protocol, etc.
And the Evangelion reference I chose was "Eva-00" (AKA Rei's Eva), to double up on her request. :P
So I played around with Eva-00. I had her kneeling, stripping, posing - spanked her to no reaction (which I found sexy, at least) - that kind of thing. :) I also gave her a phrase to say when I pressed her belly button - "I am a stupid cunt," to go along with her verbal humiliation kink.
She liked it! I'm kind of proud of the fact that I crafted the scene in such a way that she got something out of it despite not being into the main fetish we built the scene around.
Next, we tried working with amnesia a little. I took her feedback from way back to our first scene together - the exact language she used to describe forgetting her name. I deepened her trance, and had her chant "No thoughts, only obedience" over and over for the duration of the trance. It quickly became the barest whisper under her breath, but as she kept it up, I suggested that she would focus on the chant, and all of the other memories of the trance would be like smoke that she couldn't grasp until she was allowed to do so. While she was chanting, I ordered her to all fours, and suggested that my control was so total that her body would feel whatever I told it to feel - to demonstrate, I suggested that she would feel a hard spank when I grabbed the back of her neck. I did just that, and she shuddered beneath my hand and gasped at the sharp imaginary impact on her bottom.
Before waking her up, I also set up the Jedi Mind Trick - thinking that I would test her amnesia ability by including the "forget that it was suggested" part of the Trick.
So, I brought her out of trance, and she was happily frustrated to be unable to remember the trance. I eventually triggered her to remember again, and she was quite pleased with both the mantra and the mental spank. Then, it was time for a lot of random Mind Tricks: making her forget her name (or replacing it with the word "Whore"), turning her back into a robot, getting her out of her shirt and bra, and - the highlight - making her arms, then her legs, go limp.
Spiral: *Mind Trick gesture* Your arms are limp.
Georgie: ...my arms are limp...
Spiral: *lifts her arm and lets it drop*
Georgie: This is...kinda hot...! I like the helplessness of it...
Spiral: Mm, good! *Mind Trick gesture* Your legs are limp, too.
Georgie: My legs are limp, too.
Spiral: *shoves Georgie down to the bed and positions her arms and legs*
So, in short, awesome session. :) We were going to a slosh later in the evening, and I set up the Mind Trick to be active during it so that I could give her spontaneous suggestions.
(Added aside: the amnesia on the Mind Trick didn't work out, to our mutual disappointment, but it was still awesome.)
That slosh was...notable. The slosh organizer had not been informed that it was the same night as a music event - about a half-dozen people getting up and singing two songs apiece on acoustic guitar or ukelele. For some reason, this attracted a MASSIVE AUDIENCE (the restaurant was filled wall-to-wall); judging by the fashion choices of the audience, and the inexplicably huge audience for a bunch of random people singing, my guess is that it was a frat/sorority event of some sort. Anyway, the restaurant didn't expect any kind of major turn-out, so there was only one server for this entire packed place - and we, at the slosh, couldn't have a decent conversation for the first hour plus of the event (I actually got shushed by someone when I tried to talk over the music).
So, uh, suckage. When Georgie showed up and was exposed to the awful bro music of the performers, she turned to me and lamented that she wasn't better at amnesia.
I used the Mind Trick to demonstrate some simple hypnotic phenomena to interested slosh-goers - bound Georgie's hands in various places, mostly.
The highlight of the night was toward the end. Georgie was wearing a corset, and a local Domme who is most excellent with corsets offered to retie it for her. Said Domme was disappointed about not being able to give Georgie any "orders" this time around, so instead, I gave Georgie the suggestion that she would have an orgasm as soon as her corset was fully retied.
...that could have been better thought out. There was no clear signal that the corset tying was "finished," so there were a few false starts. Still, Georgie was breathing hard in arousal at each false start, and once the corset was finished, she exclaimed,
"I don't know if that was an orgasm, but it felt FUCKING GOOD!"
I think that's a pretty good result. :)
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So, I have been putting off this post for ages. Around half a year, to be exact. Some of the details may be a touch fuzzy by now. Also...this post may be a touch on the boastful side, which is another reason I have put it off a little. :) Simply put, this is about a truly amazing session with Georgie (our last one-on-one session).
(I will attempt to keep rolling out new posts until I'm caught up with all my recent awesome times. Maybe the promise will stick this time. XD)
Georgie was not really into the whole robot fetish that I like. I rarely get to do any robot play anyway, so I wasn't very fussed about that. Then, she sent me a Fetlife message offering to do robot play...on the condition that her robot persona be named either Rei or Eva.
I don't like Neon Genesis Evangelion, but a reference that geeky was WAY too tempting to pass up.
She was also interested in trying out some forms of amnesia, and, once I suggested it, Jedi Mind Tricks.
So, I mentioned in passing in this post that Georgie's feelings about a mindless trance gave me some ideas for future play. Well, I'm rather proud of how I took this input and used it to modify my robot fetish play to suit her tastes.
After trancing and deepening Georgie, I gave her the suggestion to become a robot - suggesting that she would feel trapped inside her own body, feeling her body obeying and staying in a stiff posture without any ability to control it. I suggested that all of the trappings of a robot - the mechanical movements, the monotone voice, holding still when not following orders, the total obedience - would be a kind of discipline or protocol that she would feel compelled to follow. (I don't know if I've mentioned it much, but Georgie LOVES protocol - Eve is the one usually providing it.) All of this was meant to move away from the usual "mindless and mechanical" part of robot roleplay, and replace it with something more similar to what Georgie prefers - compelled obedience, protocol, etc.
And the Evangelion reference I chose was "Eva-00" (AKA Rei's Eva), to double up on her request. :P
So I played around with Eva-00. I had her kneeling, stripping, posing - spanked her to no reaction (which I found sexy, at least) - that kind of thing. :) I also gave her a phrase to say when I pressed her belly button - "I am a stupid cunt," to go along with her verbal humiliation kink.
She liked it! I'm kind of proud of the fact that I crafted the scene in such a way that she got something out of it despite not being into the main fetish we built the scene around.
Next, we tried working with amnesia a little. I took her feedback from way back to our first scene together - the exact language she used to describe forgetting her name. I deepened her trance, and had her chant "No thoughts, only obedience" over and over for the duration of the trance. It quickly became the barest whisper under her breath, but as she kept it up, I suggested that she would focus on the chant, and all of the other memories of the trance would be like smoke that she couldn't grasp until she was allowed to do so. While she was chanting, I ordered her to all fours, and suggested that my control was so total that her body would feel whatever I told it to feel - to demonstrate, I suggested that she would feel a hard spank when I grabbed the back of her neck. I did just that, and she shuddered beneath my hand and gasped at the sharp imaginary impact on her bottom.
Before waking her up, I also set up the Jedi Mind Trick - thinking that I would test her amnesia ability by including the "forget that it was suggested" part of the Trick.
So, I brought her out of trance, and she was happily frustrated to be unable to remember the trance. I eventually triggered her to remember again, and she was quite pleased with both the mantra and the mental spank. Then, it was time for a lot of random Mind Tricks: making her forget her name (or replacing it with the word "Whore"), turning her back into a robot, getting her out of her shirt and bra, and - the highlight - making her arms, then her legs, go limp.
Spiral: *Mind Trick gesture* Your arms are limp.
Georgie: ...my arms are limp...
Spiral: *lifts her arm and lets it drop*
Georgie: This is...kinda hot...! I like the helplessness of it...
Spiral: Mm, good! *Mind Trick gesture* Your legs are limp, too.
Georgie: My legs are limp, too.
Spiral: *shoves Georgie down to the bed and positions her arms and legs*
So, in short, awesome session. :) We were going to a slosh later in the evening, and I set up the Mind Trick to be active during it so that I could give her spontaneous suggestions.
(Added aside: the amnesia on the Mind Trick didn't work out, to our mutual disappointment, but it was still awesome.)
That slosh was...notable. The slosh organizer had not been informed that it was the same night as a music event - about a half-dozen people getting up and singing two songs apiece on acoustic guitar or ukelele. For some reason, this attracted a MASSIVE AUDIENCE (the restaurant was filled wall-to-wall); judging by the fashion choices of the audience, and the inexplicably huge audience for a bunch of random people singing, my guess is that it was a frat/sorority event of some sort. Anyway, the restaurant didn't expect any kind of major turn-out, so there was only one server for this entire packed place - and we, at the slosh, couldn't have a decent conversation for the first hour plus of the event (I actually got shushed by someone when I tried to talk over the music).
So, uh, suckage. When Georgie showed up and was exposed to the awful bro music of the performers, she turned to me and lamented that she wasn't better at amnesia.
I used the Mind Trick to demonstrate some simple hypnotic phenomena to interested slosh-goers - bound Georgie's hands in various places, mostly.
The highlight of the night was toward the end. Georgie was wearing a corset, and a local Domme who is most excellent with corsets offered to retie it for her. Said Domme was disappointed about not being able to give Georgie any "orders" this time around, so instead, I gave Georgie the suggestion that she would have an orgasm as soon as her corset was fully retied.
...that could have been better thought out. There was no clear signal that the corset tying was "finished," so there were a few false starts. Still, Georgie was breathing hard in arousal at each false start, and once the corset was finished, she exclaimed,
"I don't know if that was an orgasm, but it felt FUCKING GOOD!"
I think that's a pretty good result. :)
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Public Play at a Slosh!
"So, every time she hears the word, she feels a hard spank on her...which side was it? I think it was left."
"Um...I can't remember. Use it so I can see."
"Order."
"[wince] ...Right side."
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So, the other night I went to a slosh in town with Georgie, Eve, and Miomi. Georgie and I had gotten in touch the day before, and she told me that Eve was giving her a set of protocols and commands for the evening. Not one to be upstaged, I asked if she would like any hypnotic triggers for the evening - and she enthusiastically wrote up a list of requests.
First, I popped over to Georgie's place to refresh and reinforce her existing triggers as well as add some of her requests. [Lots of "re" words in that sentence.] I triggered her into subspace, commanding her to repeat the mantra "I am a docile, obedient pet" to deepen her submission.
Once that was done, I used her trance trigger and worked on creating a more mindless trance that we could use for amnesia and sensation triggers - she wanted to try a "time stop" freeze trigger that left her unaware of what happened while she was frozen, as well as some more complex behaviors that she would forget afterward. Well, the unawareness and amnesia parts didn't quite work out - but we got a new state out of the attempt, a state where she was a mindless puppet with no thoughts, no feelings, just obedience. I ordered her to bring me a glass of water, and watched as she sleepwalked through the task and brought it to me. She didn't like this state as much as her subspace trigger - she felt less like she was compelled to obey and more like she had nothing better to do than follow my orders. The subspace trigger also gave her more room for happy-go-subby kind of feelings. Still, the state seems like it will be useful for other suggestions we've thought of doing down the line - and her preference gives me a few ideas, too. >:)
The puppet trance (as we ended up calling it) was handy for setting up some sensation triggers. After trying out a few different ones, I settled on giving her a mild pleasure trigger (usable by Eve and me) and an open trigger for feeling a hard spank (as detailed in the introduction of this post). She wanted it open, so I figured I'd use a word that would come up naturally at a slosh, what with the waiter taking everyone's orders and all the doms talking about the orders they give their subs. Didn't seem to work out quite like that (the conversation in the intro was started when Georgie and I explained to Eve and Miomi why we were disappointed with the waiter's word choices), but she and I nevertheless had fun all night with the trigger.
First, though, we continued the prep session with a few brief scenes: I froze her and put her in a nice glamor pose [...I messed up the photograph of it, though], then dropped her into subspace. I had her give me a shoulder rub, then put her on all fours for a quick spanking. Brief, but very, very hot for both of us. :D
Anyway, at the actual slosh, I spent a little bit of time giving Georgie her orders and quick bits of pleasure, showing both triggers off to Eve. Eve herself was responsible for putting restrictions on Georgie's clothing and speech, although I did not get to see how much that played out. I did get to watch when Eve had Georgie go to the bathroom and discreetly hand Eve her panties upon returning, which Eve pocketed for the night. After that, the two of them headed out to join the smoke-break crowd while I stuck around inside to chill with Miomi and meet some new people.
One of those new people was a lady relatively new to the group, who shall be called Joan, who was slightly skeptical and very curious about hypnosis. I explained some of the various applications, perhaps not terribly well, before the conversation moved on a little. Once Georgie and Eve came back inside, though, I brought Georgie over to give Joan a practical demonstration. I froze Georgie, and posed her while explaining that I could move her around like a doll or action figure - and Joan exclaimed that it was totally hot. I then bound Georgie's hand to the table we were sitting at to show the bondage applications. The two of us expounded to Joan about hypnotically induced orgasms and other cool bits...and Joan asked if hypnosis could be used to inflict pain, too. So I gave Georgie an order, and Joan's skepticism faded a lot once she say Georgine jumping in her seat at the word.
Georgie then egged me on to try a handshake induction on Joan, but I found the double-talk surrounding the negotiation very uncomfortable - I've obviously had a few fails with the Ericksonian handshake, and wasn't feeling very confident about it. So, once Joan got fed up with the two of us talking in circles and demanded to know if she was getting hypnotized or not, I went with the handy-dandy hands-stuck induction on her. Her face was very animated as I froze her hands together, with a few visible grimaces of effort and/or surprise when she couldn't pull her hands apart. I hit my stride with my patter and speed-relaxed her [how's that for a bizarre contradiction in terms?], then, since she seemed so enthused by watching it, froze her in place using that same patter, having her relaxation turn to stiffness, and posed her a little so that she could get a feel for it.
I then brought Joan out of trance, and she was quite happy with the experience - she was fascinated with how she felt like she was going along with what I said, but nonetheless she could not move when I froze her. Georgie and I introduced her to Eve before the night was over, and the three of us headed out (Miomi found some other people to hang out with to end the night). The possibility of a play party down the line was brought up...that would be awesome if it ever occurs. :)
So...that night rocked. Unfortunately, I had an early morning the next day, so I couldn't stick around Georgie's place afterward while she and Eve checked out some outfits to incorporate into our play. But then, that play will be happening, so I'm quite looking forward to it!
"Um...I can't remember. Use it so I can see."
"Order."
"[wince] ...Right side."
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So, the other night I went to a slosh in town with Georgie, Eve, and Miomi. Georgie and I had gotten in touch the day before, and she told me that Eve was giving her a set of protocols and commands for the evening. Not one to be upstaged, I asked if she would like any hypnotic triggers for the evening - and she enthusiastically wrote up a list of requests.
First, I popped over to Georgie's place to refresh and reinforce her existing triggers as well as add some of her requests. [Lots of "re" words in that sentence.] I triggered her into subspace, commanding her to repeat the mantra "I am a docile, obedient pet" to deepen her submission.
Once that was done, I used her trance trigger and worked on creating a more mindless trance that we could use for amnesia and sensation triggers - she wanted to try a "time stop" freeze trigger that left her unaware of what happened while she was frozen, as well as some more complex behaviors that she would forget afterward. Well, the unawareness and amnesia parts didn't quite work out - but we got a new state out of the attempt, a state where she was a mindless puppet with no thoughts, no feelings, just obedience. I ordered her to bring me a glass of water, and watched as she sleepwalked through the task and brought it to me. She didn't like this state as much as her subspace trigger - she felt less like she was compelled to obey and more like she had nothing better to do than follow my orders. The subspace trigger also gave her more room for happy-go-subby kind of feelings. Still, the state seems like it will be useful for other suggestions we've thought of doing down the line - and her preference gives me a few ideas, too. >:)
The puppet trance (as we ended up calling it) was handy for setting up some sensation triggers. After trying out a few different ones, I settled on giving her a mild pleasure trigger (usable by Eve and me) and an open trigger for feeling a hard spank (as detailed in the introduction of this post). She wanted it open, so I figured I'd use a word that would come up naturally at a slosh, what with the waiter taking everyone's orders and all the doms talking about the orders they give their subs. Didn't seem to work out quite like that (the conversation in the intro was started when Georgie and I explained to Eve and Miomi why we were disappointed with the waiter's word choices), but she and I nevertheless had fun all night with the trigger.
First, though, we continued the prep session with a few brief scenes: I froze her and put her in a nice glamor pose [...I messed up the photograph of it, though], then dropped her into subspace. I had her give me a shoulder rub, then put her on all fours for a quick spanking. Brief, but very, very hot for both of us. :D
Anyway, at the actual slosh, I spent a little bit of time giving Georgie her orders and quick bits of pleasure, showing both triggers off to Eve. Eve herself was responsible for putting restrictions on Georgie's clothing and speech, although I did not get to see how much that played out. I did get to watch when Eve had Georgie go to the bathroom and discreetly hand Eve her panties upon returning, which Eve pocketed for the night. After that, the two of them headed out to join the smoke-break crowd while I stuck around inside to chill with Miomi and meet some new people.
One of those new people was a lady relatively new to the group, who shall be called Joan, who was slightly skeptical and very curious about hypnosis. I explained some of the various applications, perhaps not terribly well, before the conversation moved on a little. Once Georgie and Eve came back inside, though, I brought Georgie over to give Joan a practical demonstration. I froze Georgie, and posed her while explaining that I could move her around like a doll or action figure - and Joan exclaimed that it was totally hot. I then bound Georgie's hand to the table we were sitting at to show the bondage applications. The two of us expounded to Joan about hypnotically induced orgasms and other cool bits...and Joan asked if hypnosis could be used to inflict pain, too. So I gave Georgie an order, and Joan's skepticism faded a lot once she say Georgine jumping in her seat at the word.
Georgie then egged me on to try a handshake induction on Joan, but I found the double-talk surrounding the negotiation very uncomfortable - I've obviously had a few fails with the Ericksonian handshake, and wasn't feeling very confident about it. So, once Joan got fed up with the two of us talking in circles and demanded to know if she was getting hypnotized or not, I went with the handy-dandy hands-stuck induction on her. Her face was very animated as I froze her hands together, with a few visible grimaces of effort and/or surprise when she couldn't pull her hands apart. I hit my stride with my patter and speed-relaxed her [how's that for a bizarre contradiction in terms?], then, since she seemed so enthused by watching it, froze her in place using that same patter, having her relaxation turn to stiffness, and posed her a little so that she could get a feel for it.
I then brought Joan out of trance, and she was quite happy with the experience - she was fascinated with how she felt like she was going along with what I said, but nonetheless she could not move when I froze her. Georgie and I introduced her to Eve before the night was over, and the three of us headed out (Miomi found some other people to hang out with to end the night). The possibility of a play party down the line was brought up...that would be awesome if it ever occurs. :)
So...that night rocked. Unfortunately, I had an early morning the next day, so I couldn't stick around Georgie's place afterward while she and Eve checked out some outfits to incorporate into our play. But then, that play will be happening, so I'm quite looking forward to it!
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Volunteer 2: Georgie, Perspective Flip
Georgie posted her own account of our session on Fetlife, and gave me permission to cross-post it here:
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In preparation to be demonstrated upon at a Bloomington Kink event next Friday, Spiral_Turquoise gave me my first live hypnosis session, for which I can't thank him enough! This entry is just to record and relay the experience in partial detail. I know that Spiral_Turquoise will also post about this in his blog, so it will be interesting to read how our viewpoints diverge and converge. Since I am not completely familiar with all of the terminology used in hypnosis, I might occasionally mess up. Feel free to correct me, as I'd rather learn than continue saying the wrong things!
We met at my house and chatted for a bit about subjects kink and vanilla. I should also mention that I had one of my friends present in the room, since I had never met Spiral in person before. My friend was fascinated by the process in general, so he had fun keeping an eye on us while playing Mindcraft.
Spiral started off by trying to hypnotize me using a handshake, which only made me giggle. His explanation of why it works on people was fascinating though! Then he had me follow a pocket watch with my eyes, eventually leading to full body relaxation and me counting myself down into a deep trance. He used a quick awakener (12345 awake) and instructed me while under that I would go back under at the count of 54321. He tried this while I was standing up, and it didn't work. But when I sat back down (now in a much more comfortable chair), he did it again and I went under. He then demonstrated some rope-less bondage like having my hands stuck to the headrest of the chair (not comfortable at all, but they were stuck!) My reaction to each of these feats was "That was awesome!" He then demonstrated freezing, which was especially cool and surreal when he was posing my head and arms in different positions, like an adult-sized action figure.
The pièce de résistance, though, came in two parts. First Spiral put me into an extremely submissive headspace, and added to that feeling by having me forget my name and replacing it with a name of my choosing (pet was what I decided on). Then he woke me up but kept me in trance and in that headspace, and had me stand and kneel on command. When asked my name, I simply stated, "pet," and when asked if that had always been my name, I shook my head. When asked if I could remember what it used to be though, my given name seemed sort of like a wisp of smoke in my mind that I couldn't grasp. Very cool! He then had me imagine that my wrists were bound to the ceiling by a cable, and proceeded to build me to an amazing orgasm with no physical contact whatsoever. As I got closer and closer to climax, my head was actually sagging against my upright, rope-less bound arms, Thinking back on it now, I can still hardly believe it! I felt totally aware of everything, maybe even more aware in some ways, but there was absolutely no desire to not do whatever he was suggesting. The whole thing was a lot of fun, and we chatted afterwards about different possibilities for the demonstration on Friday. At least one other person has volunteered, so there might be some two person scenes, which I would find fascinating to experience.
Thanks again to Spiral_Turquoise for making this happen, and if you happen to be in Bloomington, it would be worth your while to stop by and see him in action!
Volunteer 2: Georgie
Georgie was the first person to reply to my request for a volunteer on Fetlife. She's fairly new to the kink scene, although she'd been to an event or two and knew her way around getting tied up.
She's also genderqueer (her words: "apathetic to gender") (she told me that female pronouns are OK, btw) and not into men. She also asked that she have a friend to watch her and make sure I didn't go any further than her limits - all good by me. That lack of attraction created a very different dynamic than I am used to. No cuddling during the deepening, and I restricted my own use of touching and contact to downplay/eliminate any sexual overtones of the process. This resulted in a strikingly different session from the one with Pet Ferret, who was not only more suggestible but also very attracted to me.
Also of interest: Georgie had already tried out some hypnosis MP3s beforehand. In the Fetlife PM exchange setting up our meeting, we commented on our separate experiences with Isabella Valentine's MP3s - she didn't like the theatricality of Isabella's presentation, and I had some of the same feeling (I more disliked the subtle conflation of submission with humiliation in the file I listened to). From this, she could tell me what worked well for her - direct commands rather than imagery, focus on bodily relaxation and modulation. In other words: my strengths as a hypnotist. Lucky!
The session with Pet Ferret, due to the sexual dynamics in place and Ferret's high susceptibility, was very much scene-scene-scene-negotiation-scene-scene-sexy times. Georgie's session was more stop-and-start, with a gradual working-up to each hypnotic suggestion.
So, the two of us met up and chatted a bunch about this and that, making all of the negotiation crystal clear. (This was very important to me because, as I stated before, she is not into cis men and I wanted to be absolutely clear about her limits.) The itinerary for the day was hypno bondage, freezing, maybe an orgasm, anything else to be negotiated as we went.
Euphoric after my handshake success with Ferret and hoping to play on pre-existing hypnosis knowledge, I asked Georgie if she had heard of handshake inductions. That was a no, which made the subsequent attempt really awkward. Making her aware of the fact that I was doing something unusual got her laughing when she felt the hand motions, so I took a break to explain what I was trying to do before moving on to a different approach.
I did my classic handy-dandy hands-stuck induction (with pocket watch as visual focus). This induction was one of the first I came across, and the one I used to put my first girlfriend under for the first time; the language I use is based on the heavy arm/light arm induction used in this story, the first piece of hypno-erotica I ever read. (Thank you, RC, for using painstakingly accurate induction techniques in your stories.) When I am in doubt, I go with this since I know my way around it so thoroughly. It has failed me exactly once, which was not with Georgie on this day.
After the induction, I led her through a feet-to-head progressive relaxation to deepen the trance, with particular focus on her breathing and her neck muscles. This led to a little bit of awkwardness since the couch she was sitting on was not really built for someone to lean back in. I then gave her the countdown-from-50 deepener; I had her do the counting while I continued on with a repetitive relaxation patter in the background. This worked, and she was clearly feeling very relaxed and calm by the end of it. I thought I'd move into one kind of hypnobondage by having her arms get really light; my intent was to have her arms rise upward and stay there, unable to be brought back down. However, while her arms moved with the jerky motion of someone in a deep trance, it looked to me that this wasn't the best way to go (the trajectory of her arms wasn't ideal for a bondage scene, the motion indicated that the "effortless" part wasn't quite in effect); I switched gears to make it a deepener, suggesting that her arms would fall back down and her whole body would relax even more once one of her hands touched her face.
I brought her back out, renegotiated where to go next, and she relocated to a nice, comfy chair in the room that let her sprawl out, relax, and prepare to be bound with her mind.
The ropeless bondage here was pretty simple stuff - arms up, hands stuck to the chair, feet stuck to the footrest. Due to that whole "no sexual contact" thing, I was unsure where to take the scene - asked if it was OK to tickle her, only to have her quite happily tell me (after I had started) that she wasn't ticklish. With a different subject, under a different dynamic, and in a different context, that would have merited a punishment. >:) But, since this was Georgie under this dynamic in this context, I put her back under, unbound her, relaxed her, and moved on to some freezing.
She liked this. I had her totally lock in place, unable to speak, when I said "Freeze, Georgie." She chose to be completely frozen, rather than able to speak like Ferret was. Her muscles remained relaxed despite being frozen - another sign of deep trance, and very cool. I always get a kick out of seeing different people's faces when they're frozen and mute. Most hypnotees' faces relax and go blank, staring straight ahead; a tiny, tiny percentage of people (including exactly one of my subs) will have frozen expressions on their faces, usually with their eyes going unfocused. Georgie's eyes kind of slid to the side and stayed there, which was interesting - more on this in a bit. Anyway, I put her in a few model-ish poses, but she was overcome with the giggles when I moved her to a sleepwalker/zombie pose; so I unfroze her and asked what she thought.
"That felt really cool!" She and I chatted a bit about the appeal of freezing to a kinky audience, as well as the way that subs who like being gagged always choose to be unable to speak while frozen. I froze her again after she enthused about the feeling, then we just kind of talked for a while about this and that (the discussion of audience led to some rich tangents).
Somewhere in that discussion, I recalled the time that I made an ex of mine forget a number. The chaperone then insisted that I have Georgie forget the number 4 (coincidentally the same number said ex forgot - the chaperone and I probably had the same thought process on it).
Having covered the big two phenomena I want to showcase at the demo, I asked if there was anything else she would like to experience. When asked for some ideas, I offered the idea of an extra-submissive headspace in addition to some amnesia. She was intrigued. So, in keeping with the style of suggestion I had been using (gradual, less overtly dominant, less overtly sexual), I gradually had her thoughts fall asleep, to be replaced in her head with my voice. Once that happened, I had her imagine all of her control, all of the stress and tension that comes from having control, getting sucked into my pocket watch, leaving her awash in a feeling of deep, powerful submissiveness. As I described waves of submission washing over her, I gave her the suggestion that she could not remember her name, that it would be replaced by her preferred submissive epithet ("pet," in this case).
I woke Georgie up in this submissive headspace - different from how I had done it with anyone else. Like when she was frozen, her eyes drifted to the side, becoming slightly downcast. I asked her if this avoidance of eye contact came naturally to her in this state, and she said she guessed so.
"What is your name?"
"Pet..."
"Has that always been your name?"
"No..."
"Can you remember what your name was before?"
"...almost!..."
"And now you feel it slipping away the more you try to remember it, feeling your name slip away more and more as you feel those waves of submissiveness wash over you, wash over your mind and being..."
After bringing her back to her full senses and determining that she really enjoyed that, we agreed to go for the hypnotic orgasm. I brought her back down into trance, established that she could use the classic "green/yellow/red" safewords during this scene, and asked her for some of her favorite sensations. In this case, being bound at the wrists. So, I stuck her wrists together and then suggested that they were tied to the ceiling by a very strong cable. Unlike many of the hypnobondage recipients I've tranced, she struggled a lot against the rope and seemed to really feel it and move her body to the best position possible to enjoy what came next.
Since we had agreed on no contact for this scene, I had Georgie open her eyes and watch the watch again, suggesting that as she watched the watch she felt fingers working her clit. When asked for feedback, she described the feeling as a "light buzzing"...I proceeded to suggest that it got stronger the more she looked at the watch. This didn't seem to work well, so, improvising time! The more she watched the watch, the heavier her eyelids felt, and the stronger the buzzing felt - until it doubled in intensity once her eyes closed. Her eyes melted shut, and she reacted quite visibly. Still bound by her own mind, starting to breathe heavily with arousal and sensation, I then suggested that the buzzing would double in intensity every time I snapped my fingers.
*snap*
"Feeling it more and more, feeling it building surely but steadily to a powerful orgasm..."
*snap*
*snap*
*snap*
This went on for quite a while, a gradual, sensual buildup that left her shaking, struggling against the mental bonds, subtly bucking her hips, until, as suggested, Georgie rasped out the word "ready" to indicate that she was ready to come. 5...4...3...2...1...ORGASM. Watching her savor the orgasm and start to feel the afterglow, I suggested that she could ride out the orgasm as long as she wanted, bask in the afterglow and the feeling of submissiveness and the relaxation of trance as long as she wanted, and that she would count herself back up to full wakefulness when she was ready. After a few moments of basking, she did just that, and woke up to say, "THAT was FUCKING FUN!"
We had a fun conversation at this point about how she didn't believe hypnotic orgasms were possible when she saw them advertised by Isabella Valentine, and my personal theory that certain hypno-fetish porn sites (if they use real hypnosis) probably suggest to the models that they will fake orgasms rather than have orgasms upon a trigger.
So, all of this over, we had a closing friendly chat and then both headed off to our separate obligations.
Her Fetlife status afterward:
"Wow! Didn't think anyone could have an orgasm from only hypnosis, but Spiral_Turquoise proved me wrong!"
All in all, a very interesting, very cerebral trance session where the extra work that I put into some suggestions paid off big time. Sessions like this - no sexual contact contact, doing slow buildups and more subtle submissive feelings instead of straight mindlessness - are a fascinating contrast to the kind of hot, passionate encounter that I had with Pet Ferret. Still thoroughly enjoyable, in a different way that is also deeply rewarding.
As is, both Georgie and Pet Ferret are alright with the idea of having some two-person scenes during the demo. This isn't something I expected to do, so I'm going to have to rework my idea of how this whole thing will go down to work in all the new possibilities here.
Chances are my next post will be the report from the demo. :D
She's also genderqueer (her words: "apathetic to gender") (she told me that female pronouns are OK, btw) and not into men. She also asked that she have a friend to watch her and make sure I didn't go any further than her limits - all good by me. That lack of attraction created a very different dynamic than I am used to. No cuddling during the deepening, and I restricted my own use of touching and contact to downplay/eliminate any sexual overtones of the process. This resulted in a strikingly different session from the one with Pet Ferret, who was not only more suggestible but also very attracted to me.
Also of interest: Georgie had already tried out some hypnosis MP3s beforehand. In the Fetlife PM exchange setting up our meeting, we commented on our separate experiences with Isabella Valentine's MP3s - she didn't like the theatricality of Isabella's presentation, and I had some of the same feeling (I more disliked the subtle conflation of submission with humiliation in the file I listened to). From this, she could tell me what worked well for her - direct commands rather than imagery, focus on bodily relaxation and modulation. In other words: my strengths as a hypnotist. Lucky!
The session with Pet Ferret, due to the sexual dynamics in place and Ferret's high susceptibility, was very much scene-scene-scene-negotiation-scene-scene-sexy times. Georgie's session was more stop-and-start, with a gradual working-up to each hypnotic suggestion.
So, the two of us met up and chatted a bunch about this and that, making all of the negotiation crystal clear. (This was very important to me because, as I stated before, she is not into cis men and I wanted to be absolutely clear about her limits.) The itinerary for the day was hypno bondage, freezing, maybe an orgasm, anything else to be negotiated as we went.
Euphoric after my handshake success with Ferret and hoping to play on pre-existing hypnosis knowledge, I asked Georgie if she had heard of handshake inductions. That was a no, which made the subsequent attempt really awkward. Making her aware of the fact that I was doing something unusual got her laughing when she felt the hand motions, so I took a break to explain what I was trying to do before moving on to a different approach.
I did my classic handy-dandy hands-stuck induction (with pocket watch as visual focus). This induction was one of the first I came across, and the one I used to put my first girlfriend under for the first time; the language I use is based on the heavy arm/light arm induction used in this story, the first piece of hypno-erotica I ever read. (Thank you, RC, for using painstakingly accurate induction techniques in your stories.) When I am in doubt, I go with this since I know my way around it so thoroughly. It has failed me exactly once, which was not with Georgie on this day.
After the induction, I led her through a feet-to-head progressive relaxation to deepen the trance, with particular focus on her breathing and her neck muscles. This led to a little bit of awkwardness since the couch she was sitting on was not really built for someone to lean back in. I then gave her the countdown-from-50 deepener; I had her do the counting while I continued on with a repetitive relaxation patter in the background. This worked, and she was clearly feeling very relaxed and calm by the end of it. I thought I'd move into one kind of hypnobondage by having her arms get really light; my intent was to have her arms rise upward and stay there, unable to be brought back down. However, while her arms moved with the jerky motion of someone in a deep trance, it looked to me that this wasn't the best way to go (the trajectory of her arms wasn't ideal for a bondage scene, the motion indicated that the "effortless" part wasn't quite in effect); I switched gears to make it a deepener, suggesting that her arms would fall back down and her whole body would relax even more once one of her hands touched her face.
I brought her back out, renegotiated where to go next, and she relocated to a nice, comfy chair in the room that let her sprawl out, relax, and prepare to be bound with her mind.
The ropeless bondage here was pretty simple stuff - arms up, hands stuck to the chair, feet stuck to the footrest. Due to that whole "no sexual contact" thing, I was unsure where to take the scene - asked if it was OK to tickle her, only to have her quite happily tell me (after I had started) that she wasn't ticklish. With a different subject, under a different dynamic, and in a different context, that would have merited a punishment. >:) But, since this was Georgie under this dynamic in this context, I put her back under, unbound her, relaxed her, and moved on to some freezing.
She liked this. I had her totally lock in place, unable to speak, when I said "Freeze, Georgie." She chose to be completely frozen, rather than able to speak like Ferret was. Her muscles remained relaxed despite being frozen - another sign of deep trance, and very cool. I always get a kick out of seeing different people's faces when they're frozen and mute. Most hypnotees' faces relax and go blank, staring straight ahead; a tiny, tiny percentage of people (including exactly one of my subs) will have frozen expressions on their faces, usually with their eyes going unfocused. Georgie's eyes kind of slid to the side and stayed there, which was interesting - more on this in a bit. Anyway, I put her in a few model-ish poses, but she was overcome with the giggles when I moved her to a sleepwalker/zombie pose; so I unfroze her and asked what she thought.
"That felt really cool!" She and I chatted a bit about the appeal of freezing to a kinky audience, as well as the way that subs who like being gagged always choose to be unable to speak while frozen. I froze her again after she enthused about the feeling, then we just kind of talked for a while about this and that (the discussion of audience led to some rich tangents).
Somewhere in that discussion, I recalled the time that I made an ex of mine forget a number. The chaperone then insisted that I have Georgie forget the number 4 (coincidentally the same number said ex forgot - the chaperone and I probably had the same thought process on it).
Having covered the big two phenomena I want to showcase at the demo, I asked if there was anything else she would like to experience. When asked for some ideas, I offered the idea of an extra-submissive headspace in addition to some amnesia. She was intrigued. So, in keeping with the style of suggestion I had been using (gradual, less overtly dominant, less overtly sexual), I gradually had her thoughts fall asleep, to be replaced in her head with my voice. Once that happened, I had her imagine all of her control, all of the stress and tension that comes from having control, getting sucked into my pocket watch, leaving her awash in a feeling of deep, powerful submissiveness. As I described waves of submission washing over her, I gave her the suggestion that she could not remember her name, that it would be replaced by her preferred submissive epithet ("pet," in this case).
I woke Georgie up in this submissive headspace - different from how I had done it with anyone else. Like when she was frozen, her eyes drifted to the side, becoming slightly downcast. I asked her if this avoidance of eye contact came naturally to her in this state, and she said she guessed so.
"What is your name?"
"Pet..."
"Has that always been your name?"
"No..."
"Can you remember what your name was before?"
"...almost!..."
"And now you feel it slipping away the more you try to remember it, feeling your name slip away more and more as you feel those waves of submissiveness wash over you, wash over your mind and being..."
After bringing her back to her full senses and determining that she really enjoyed that, we agreed to go for the hypnotic orgasm. I brought her back down into trance, established that she could use the classic "green/yellow/red" safewords during this scene, and asked her for some of her favorite sensations. In this case, being bound at the wrists. So, I stuck her wrists together and then suggested that they were tied to the ceiling by a very strong cable. Unlike many of the hypnobondage recipients I've tranced, she struggled a lot against the rope and seemed to really feel it and move her body to the best position possible to enjoy what came next.
Since we had agreed on no contact for this scene, I had Georgie open her eyes and watch the watch again, suggesting that as she watched the watch she felt fingers working her clit. When asked for feedback, she described the feeling as a "light buzzing"...I proceeded to suggest that it got stronger the more she looked at the watch. This didn't seem to work well, so, improvising time! The more she watched the watch, the heavier her eyelids felt, and the stronger the buzzing felt - until it doubled in intensity once her eyes closed. Her eyes melted shut, and she reacted quite visibly. Still bound by her own mind, starting to breathe heavily with arousal and sensation, I then suggested that the buzzing would double in intensity every time I snapped my fingers.
*snap*
"Feeling it more and more, feeling it building surely but steadily to a powerful orgasm..."
*snap*
*snap*
*snap*
This went on for quite a while, a gradual, sensual buildup that left her shaking, struggling against the mental bonds, subtly bucking her hips, until, as suggested, Georgie rasped out the word "ready" to indicate that she was ready to come. 5...4...3...2...1...ORGASM. Watching her savor the orgasm and start to feel the afterglow, I suggested that she could ride out the orgasm as long as she wanted, bask in the afterglow and the feeling of submissiveness and the relaxation of trance as long as she wanted, and that she would count herself back up to full wakefulness when she was ready. After a few moments of basking, she did just that, and woke up to say, "THAT was FUCKING FUN!"
We had a fun conversation at this point about how she didn't believe hypnotic orgasms were possible when she saw them advertised by Isabella Valentine, and my personal theory that certain hypno-fetish porn sites (if they use real hypnosis) probably suggest to the models that they will fake orgasms rather than have orgasms upon a trigger.
So, all of this over, we had a closing friendly chat and then both headed off to our separate obligations.
Her Fetlife status afterward:
"Wow! Didn't think anyone could have an orgasm from only hypnosis, but Spiral_Turquoise proved me wrong!"
All in all, a very interesting, very cerebral trance session where the extra work that I put into some suggestions paid off big time. Sessions like this - no sexual contact contact, doing slow buildups and more subtle submissive feelings instead of straight mindlessness - are a fascinating contrast to the kind of hot, passionate encounter that I had with Pet Ferret. Still thoroughly enjoyable, in a different way that is also deeply rewarding.
As is, both Georgie and Pet Ferret are alright with the idea of having some two-person scenes during the demo. This isn't something I expected to do, so I'm going to have to rework my idea of how this whole thing will go down to work in all the new possibilities here.
Chances are my next post will be the report from the demo. :D
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