Online Sessions, from the Subjects' Viewpoint

Those of you who also follow sleepingirl's blog, you've probably noticed that she just posted an account of our first private play session.  Her writing is hot, the session was good, and if you follow this blog then you probably care about reading about me.  Especially from the other side's point of view! 

And all of those things apply to what else I'm posting - Sluggish Twitch's account of our first play session (and her first time being hypnotized)!  So I'm going to bow out, and allow you, dear reader, to read what both Twitch and sleepingirl have to say about me.

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I'm a Transformer! XD

Hai! Okay so this is my account of being hypnotized for the first time. Thank you Spiral, btw!

Okay, so starting out I wasn’t exactly sure if I was going to be able to go under, but boy am I glad I did! The induction was completely and totally relaxing. See watching the videos and things online and seeing the inductions, I always wondered what the person was feeling when they were told to sleep and their head just slumped. It was a part that honestly fascinated me, to just see them instantly slump. So when he told me to sleep, and my head slumped…it was awesome. Haha. I’m just so giddy at how instantly it happened. Being in the trance was so euphoric. Like nothing I’ve ever experienced. I was diagnosed with ADD, so my mind is constantly jumping back and forth from one topic to the other. I’m surprised I don’t have a permanent “TILT” sign on my forehead. But in this blank, mindless state, it was so calming. I was completely relaxed. He and I had talked about different things that interested us, and the robot stuff REALLY interested me. That and the freezing, mantras, I saw him do a call and response with another lady, which peaked my interest. I had a friend there with me, kind of like a security blanket. It aided in helping me feel safe and relaxed, so I was able to feel more comfortable.

I don’t think I’ll do a play by play run-through. But I’m definitely going to talk about the experience as a whole, and highlights. :D Some of my favorite times were when I was the robot. That’s something that’s super sexy to me, so it was QUITE enjoyable. The deeper I went in, the more like a robot I became. I noticed my own voice becoming monotone and robotic, noticed my movements changing. It was quite the fun experience. I liked the mantra bit, as well. It helped me really relax more and helped me become more obedient, and willing to obey commands. I also like the responses I was told to give, as well. “Yes, master.” “I hear and obey.” ^.^ Describing the feeling of going in and out of being a robot to being April was…so neat. When I was April, and my robot self was activated, it felt like…like if I were full of sand and all of it just drained out like sand draining from an hour glass, but not as slow. My whole body was tingling, relaxed, blank, when my robot self was activated. We did some call and response, which was SUPER hot for me. It also helped me go deeper into trance. I really enjoyed being commanded to do certain movements. At one point I was allowed to be aware of everything that was going on while in my robot state, and not just the mindless state of mind. Which was really great, being aware of what I was doing, but unable to stop myself. Doing movements and things, but not being able to stop myself. That feeling was so niiiiiice.

Which brings me to another one of my favorite parts of the evening. Freeze! Lol. During the times when I was April he had me freeze at different points, in the middle of doing different actions. At one point he caught me in the middle of licking my lips. Haha. He allowed my friend to move my limbs to put me into different poses while I was frozen. (Like picking my nose! Haha.) There was also the time-stop bits. Which are quite amusing. Similar to freeze, but I had no idea how long I had been frozen, and had no recollection (at the time) of what had happened while frozen, but yet still able to be posed. Those were fun. ^.^ My friend definitely had a grand time during those moments. One minute I was sitting on the couch, the next I was standing up. Haha. Talk about interesting! It was like I was a life sized, plus-sized Barbie doll. Oh! Another one of my favorite moments while being April was one of the freeze moments…I was told to freeze, and he left me like that for a few while he talked to my friend. Oh boy! :D Quite enjoyed that one.

He did some triggers that would make me feel like my hair was being pulled just the way I like it, and one that when spoken would make me feel a cut being done on a part of my body. Both of which are HUGE turn ons, for me. :D After everything that happened that evening, it was safe to say that I was thoroughly satisfied with my first session.

From a mental stand point it was so great to be able to just be a shell, completely submissive and willing to obey. Which is not something that I usually am. I love the helpless feelings I had during certain parts. There are still parts of the session that I just can’t seem to recall, but I’m okay with that. I just loved the being aware while in the robotic state. That feeling of obedience…and knowing that even had I not wanted to do it I was going to do it anyway because that was the command given. Granted I wanted to do those things, but still. There was a definite…I guess…I don’t know how to put it..Directive? Desire? Not sure on the correct word, but I just wanted to please, and to be obedient, and do exactly what I was told to do. Hearing “Good girl” or “Good robot” was exhilarating.

Afterwards, when I was brought out of trance I felt as giddy as a fat kid in a candy shop with a free pass to everything. Thoroughly enjoyed that session, and hopefully there will be more to come! I’m definitely planning on learning how to do it, as well. :D During the whole session I felt tingly all over. Even afterwards. I can’t properly describe the uplifted feeling that I’m still feeling the effects of. Wee! XD

Updates in the Life of Spiral

Hi all!

I've learned a very valuable lesson: declaring what I'm going to blog about next does not, in fact, increase my productivity.  The opposite, in fact, as it keeps me from posting things that I am actually inspired to post.

This was the case with the promised post about my scenes at the play party following my most recent hypnosis demonstration.  I procrastinated, didn't have the energy, or didn't have the time, for several weeks; then, I got further behind because there were other posts that I wanted to write, but I didn't want to upset the chronology.  And now, I am confident that I will not be able to write that post any time soon.  I hope to cover those scenes someday, but it won't be able to for a while. 

That said, I have a whole lot of other things that I do want to blog about.  And I'll be talking about some of them now!  And it'll be awesome!  And chronological order will be going right out the window. :) 

One thing to talk about is that I've recently reached a rather cool milestone: I have hypnotized 50 different people so far!  This counts any hypnosis sessions that I have done in person, by phone, by voice chat, or by video chat.  Video chat has been the medium I have used most often lately - my schedule is leaving far too little time (at least for my liking) to hypnotize people in person, while I have found my video chat schedule more flexible. 

With that said, I am going to use the rest of this post to talk a little about my current group of online partners, all of whom are very cool people! And also about another truly wonderful addition to my life: my new girlfriend, Nine. 

Georgie/Sam: Georgie has requested that, from here on out, I refer to him as Sam, which is the name he currently goes by in all contexts.  "Georgie" was a name that he found useful for a while, but it is no longer a good name to use for him.  Anyway, Sam and I have stayed in touch even though we currently live in different states.  We've recently begun playing online by voice chat, and it's quite good! 

Pet Ferret: I've also been keeping in touch with Ferret!  Pet Ferret has come out as genderqueer, and as such uses xe/xir for pronouns now.  Xe and I have played over video, and over text, and it's been cool!  Xe still preens with pride that my post about xir is the most well-received one that I've written.  :)  And we also talk pretty much non-stop via IM and text about awesome nerdy things and random funny things (usually things that involve copious usage of the words "cock" and "vagina"). 

Sluggish Twitch: Twitch is a completely awesome lady that I encountered in a Fetlife chatroom.  She's a gorgeous nerdlady who likes Freakazoid, and Transformers, and Batman.  She also has a robot fetish that lines up with mine exactly.  So she and I do a ton of robot play, and her robot voice is really excellent, and her robot posture is even hotter.  She's also learning hypnosis herself!  I'll probably post an account of one of our scenes that she wrote up for me.

Sacred Lioness: Sacred is another lady I met in the same chatroom as Twitch!  She is a fantastic subject who blanks out very hard.  She freezes so well that I have to remember to give her the suggestion that she's allowed to blink!  She's up there as one of the most naturally susceptible hypnotees that I've worked with.  She also works with another hypnotist, and has gotten to explore the fetish from playing with me, playing with him, and watching me play with Twitch.  On a few occasions, I've scened with her and Twitch at the same time, and it's been grand!  

sleepingirl:  sleepingirl is a rather awesome lady who burst onto the Fetlife Erotic Hypnosis group a few months back, making a lot of topics, but not looking for partners or friends.  As such, I did not approach her at the time, although she seemed cool.  Rather, she approached me, because she read my blog and thought I was cool.  Since then, we've started playing a lot, and flirting even more often.  She enjoys humiliation, and teasing, and I make sure she gets her fill of each any time she scenes with me.  It helps that the toy/puppet/doll language that I enjoy so much happens to push her humiliation buttons HARD.  She runs her own hypno-sex blog over at sleepingirl's blog (linked over on the sidebar on the right!), which has some astoundingly sexy writing.  She's got a blog post or two about me coming up soon, as well...keep an eye out for them. :)

Sarona Silverwolf: Gee, my list of online partners has quite a bit of alliteration...anyway!  Sarona is another lovely lady, who in fact looks so much like Pet Ferret (well, their eyes look very different, but) that I did a double-take upon seeing her on cam for the first time.  Well, since then, Pet Ferret has cut xir hair into a mohawk and dyed it "flamingly homosexual" in xir own words, so the resemblance is less strong.  BUT ANYWAY, Sarona had a fair amount of hypno-kink experience.  She has a little trouble accepting triggers, but I've been working with her and have had more success getting them to stick.  :)  My scenes with her mostly focus on blank-and-happy kind of feelings, with some mild pleasure, and they're very relaxing to do.  She also has a boyfriend that she does hypnosis play with, and I get to watch the two of them play on occasion!

Scaramouche Black: The lucky #50 herself, Scaramouche is my most recent play partner.  She's tremendously charismatic, and enjoys a good blanking, and we're looking forward to doing some role play and bodily transformation suggestions.  


Playing so much online has gotten my creativity working.  I've developed several signature hypnotic routines as a result!

• Puppet Strings: The hypnotee feels marionette strings all over their body, and feels limp and loose and totally supported and held up by those strings.  The strings then move their body into position in order to obey any orders I give.  All agree that it's a fascinating sensation, and very fun to experience.  It even has a little bit of bondage undertone, which is appreciated by many.
• The Three Pronged Hypno Beating:  Mentioned in the last post, the Three Pronged Hypno Beating involves a trio of hypnotic triggers - one for a flogger across the back, one for a spanking on the rear, one for candlewax anywhere the hypnotee likes it.  It's a favorite of all the masochists!  Sam and Sacred like the flogging in particular.  I can switch up the specific sensations to a hypnotee's preference, but this particular trio is the one I've adopted as my standard. 
• Inevitable Mantra: Upon hearing a trigger word, the hypnotee feels a compulsion to say a mantra out loud ("Obedience is pleasure" is the one I usually use).  The compulsion gets stronger until they say it.  As soon as they say it, they feel a wave of blankness and mindlessness and bliss wash over their mind, making them feel more obedient and docile afterward.  Since following a posthypnotic suggestion involves going into trance, this also means that any pleasure triggers that I use immediately afterward become much stronger!  Which is handy. :)

Perhaps the most important and cool change in my life is that, as of today, I now have a girlfriend!  I will be referring to her on this blog as Nine.  Nine is an anomaly among people I've played with, in that she is not into hypnosis.  In fact, she is rather squicked by the idea of being hypnotized.  Rather, Nine is an asexual masochist.  When I met her, she was looking to try out impact play, protocol, and role play with D/s dynamics.  I grew to have a very strong affection for her, and we tried tying each other up at a local event on bondage.  Afterward, I asked if she wanted to get together for bondage practice sometime, to which she said yes.  Then, I asked if she would like to do some impact play while we did so...and she was incredibly excited at the prospect.

My affection for Nine is such that I rejoice whenever I can make her happy, and I can do that by hitting her (safely!) and dominating her in our role plays. Our interpersonal relationship is very important to me, and I've found that I utterly adore our impact play sessions (both for the euphoric joy that it brings her, and for the visceral, physical joy of hitting someone until I'm tired). She is a wonderful part of my life, and I'm proud to be her boyfriend and her impact play top. 

We're also fully polyamorous, though.  Meaning that I'm still scening with all of the above people, and some in-person play partners, and other people that I've met online.

Nine has her own blog, Lyrical Agony, also linked on the sidebar on the right.  Her writing is quite fascinating! 

Life is good!